yellow rose

Just a rose.!!

may be. but it means a lot to me..

a true friendship.. thats what it means!!

its been an eventful friendship of now more than 5 years.

Gosh.!! how can i forget that how it started

how i lost this without any hopes of getting it back

and then getting with all the more warmth of friendship..

thanks for the rose :)

Tamanna..!!

Gosh..!!sometimes its too easy to write then to say..sometimes its too good to dream then to be in reality..
i met this girl during very first day of my college.. how?? who cares..

our thoughts were quite simillar.. our likes much simillar.. our nature almost simillar..God. the girl is just made for me..wait thats what i thought.. not she..the color of jeans BLUE i still remeber when she asked in that workshop..but i should be a child to think of all these.. dude thats what the college's ragging period is all about.u come nearer to all the classmates but just till the phase fade out...but after that also we went to home from college on every friday together although not alone but still together..i was a kid never had a friend who was girlso i thought more than i should havebut her beauty her smile can make anyone fall for her...i was not all alone who thought this for her.. there were many.. we will not count the reasons.. and she also thought for a guy, gosh he was my friend a good friend....forget others i would just write about us, not others..so here we are 1st year college...a good friendship. we talked we had so many outingsso many gossip moments..

i remeber every talk after the exam, every laugh i had with her..

the situation was too good

but things dont go as always u want..

we had a fight.. why?? i still dont know..

i backed off..

she got sommitted to a guy..

i just went different way...

"i made her not to trust anyone.."

i hate this line and still remeber.. probably i will forever..

she went a far not just by physical distance but from my thoughts..

i hated to think about her...

i hated every thing about her.. not because she was commited to anyone else

but what she told me about the trust..

i will never talk about her.. thats what i thought....

but God wanted something else..!!

the roads of our life met again, and face almot in same direction..

the good or bad whatever reason there is but i am talking to her.

Shilpa.!!

the girl i just cant stop loving..

a true friend a great friend much more than ..

we fight we argue we laugh together

but one thing we never think alike...

what she thins is always fro the venus and mine from mars.

we just cant agree on same thing
but still everything about me she knows be it good bad or foolish.

she listens to me and helps me in everything.

we started off not as a friend but 2 ppl who have to be together in every party

just because we had common friends.

but things changed now my party is incomplete without her.

the relationship which we share ppl cant understand

simply because its too simple she is my sis.

this started just as a joke

but the bond grew as the time passed.. and still its growing leaps and bounds.

now she is a mentor to me.

Nautanki Princess thats what i call her :)

when the guy proposed she told me sabse pehle

even if i dont agree with her choice it doesnt matter

because we know our choice just cant be same.

same class and then the same company then the same office

mere Coincidences but i love this..

may be we will be apart sooner or later

but sweetheart do keep in touch

i will always pray not just for grwoth in life and happiness

but peace for you..

u rock Princess... take care..

be there...

Salute to Major Unnikrishnan

IF I DIE IN D WAR ZONE...

PACK MY BODY AND SEND ME HOME!

PIN D MEDALS ON MY CHEST...

TELL MY MOTHER I DID MY BEST!

TELL THOSE PRETTY GIRLS NOT TO CRY..

COZ I AM A SOLDIER........

BORN TO DIE....

BUT DONT U WORRY...

TO SURVIVE IN BATTLE IS MY WILL.....
COZ THIS DAMN SOLDIER IS BORN TO KILL!!!!!

"WE FOLLOW OUR OWN RULES,

MAKE OUR OWN NORMS.

FEROCIOUS WE ARE ,

LETHAL IN ANY FORM,

TAMERS OF TIDES,

WE PLAY WITH STORMS,

U GUESSED IT RIGHT

WE ARE "MEN IN UNIFORM

NO AGONY NO PAIN

SHALL MAKE ME CRY

SOLDIER WAS I BORN

SOLDIER SHALL I DIE

I LIVE BY CHANCE

LOVE BY CHOICE

AND

KILL BY PROFFESSION..........

am i true towards myself???

i realised today that i didnt choose commerce because i hated economics

and now i want to do MBA..

God help me !!
things r not easy as much as i want but

thats life..thats where choices come in play..

i am clueless.. but still this will make my life..

mumbai struck again

serial blasts of 93, train blasts in '01 and now biggest of all 2008

after the cooling off the freak protest of MNS about the maratha manoos

one just took a break from all these useless activities

but there we are struck again

and struk hard...

almost 200 ppl died 

what we did just useless smses...

we cant do anything its not reel life but real life

we can just sit and watch 

thats what a common man feels...

there is absolutely no way to stop a person with absolute powers from getting corrupt

thus no way to stop this untill in my opinion we take tough stance and make them scared 

and prevent them even fro thinking this.

but its jut another point which I can write...

God give peace to all of them...

where will you go??

Have u ever thought this???
We all do??

But the plan is to decide yourself.
Rather than leaving it to faith..

Have the confidence
Control the remote of your life

Enjoy the each step in life
Make every stone thrown on you
A milestone in your life
U came crying in life
Make others cry when u will leave….


Enjoy the life…

to say or not say...

its not easy..
really its not easy..
what will happen..
if yes if no..
the past the present the future
should the relationship be just few pages of sweet memory
or it should be more something more...
ppl say i dont have guts.. may be!!
ppl say i dont have it in me. may be!!
i dont know..
i love talking to her
i love everything
but then i love all my friends..
is she different than any one.. how should i know??
i can count the why not or why i should
but then what abt the conclusion

what should i do??

the question remains

to say or not ???

Start thinking!!

Finally i am starting to write..
its been a while since i made the blog but still the pages remain empty, kore kagaz.
finally before my exam i am writing..
the cool breeze and silence in my flat make me think about the kora kagaz
thought just to scribble in it...
i will make sure to fill it and do it regularly...
Have a great time !!

Life.. sweet life !!

when i was walking down my memory lane, i found many of whom i lost in the way...
some i wanted to walk with but some i hated. But i was please to meet them all. This made me think why we meet people if we cant be with them. I thought and i thought a lot on this. Sometimes thought make you wake all night. Sometime when you are alone it makes you thinke may be you are not good enough to be a friend.
This is LIFE!!!
You never get what you want. You always left things earlier when you want them.
But it's not always dark. Light is always there at the end you just need to find that. You have a friend who is standin there always just to help you in your rough. Lend his shoulder to you when you need to rest.
Be happy always. Find something you Love.. one ball, one pen, one movie, one place, one person