to say or not say...

its not easy..
really its not easy..
what will happen..
if yes if no..
the past the present the future
should the relationship be just few pages of sweet memory
or it should be more something more...
ppl say i dont have guts.. may be!!
ppl say i dont have it in me. may be!!
i dont know..
i love talking to her
i love everything
but then i love all my friends..
is she different than any one.. how should i know??
i can count the why not or why i should
but then what abt the conclusion

what should i do??

the question remains

to say or not ???